Day 13: A Letter to Someone Who Has Hurt Me Recently..

*WARNING: This post contains some naughty words, straight from this sailor's mouth!*

Dear YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,

It took me a minute sitting here racking my brain to find someone that hurt me lately. Everyone in my life is so special and wouldn't do anything to hurt me, hence the reason you are no longer in my life.
I really have no clue why we became friends in the first place. Why this may sound harsh, I look back at our 2 and a half year friendship and wonder why the hell I ever wasted my time on our one-way street 'friendship'.
You lead a life that I WOULD NEVER even imagine myself living. You constantly are bitching about something in life and can't ever stop to smell the roses. I get it.. your life sucks. At the tail-end of our friendship, I finally started telling you how bad your life is and that no one deserves it. The way I see it, you're allowed to put up with only so much before it ends up being YOUR fault for not getting out and taking your children out of a certain situation.
I was there for you through thick and thin and never got anything in return. Not even an ear to listen or a shoulder to lean on. Mostly because you weren't 'allowed', but like I said, it became YOUR problem after you put up with being treated that way for almost 10 years.
I watched your kids. I took your kids to the ER HOW MANY TIMES(?!?!) when they were so damn out of control they go hurt and your boyfriend was to selfish and mean to leave work. I drove to your house once a week (at least) to comfort you while you cried about your life. AND I NEVER BITCHED THAT IT WAS A ONE WAY STREET UNTIL THE END.
You know your boyfriend never liked me because I told you (and sometimes forced you) to stand up for yourself and your kids. He, I'm sure, is all too happy that we aren't friends anymore so you continue to bow to his every command and take the heat and abuse that comes with it.
He would say anything to you to make you not be friends with me anymore. We didn't talk for a couple months then you called me. All I could do was be a bitch to you because I was so upset that ME, the person who has been there for you every day since we met, had to be the one you turned your back on when HE said something you didn't like.
It's not like your married. He's not your husband. You have been together almost 11 years and he will NEVER ask you to marry him because he enjoys cheating and still having YOU home to cook, clean and take care of his 3 kids.
I was hurt at first. Maybe because I am pregnant and I was so sick at first. Now I am so glad we aren't friends anymore. You brought me down everyday. I couldn't call you or go to your house without you breaking down and bringing me down too. When I told you I was pregnant and excited, you turned it around and made it about you. Grr!
I am sorry you want to live out the rest of your life as an unhappy person. Your kids (all 3 boys) will grow up to be like him because they see him treat you poorly and they think its okay. Collin STILL talks about how mean they were to him even after all these months and he is TWO! Good luck with them.
I hope you find a friend in life. I hope she is just like you so maybe you might get along better. Maybe her husband is horrible to her and then you can see your life in a mirror and get the hell out.
This experience has made me so much more thankful for my loving husband. He really is gold and I am so lucky. I have a wonderful man that NEVER complains about his job or life. He loves both Collin and Me. He would NEVER do the things that your 'man' does to you.
Good luck with everything. I really hope you decide to do something not only for yourself but for your kids.

UGH!