What a Surprise!!!!

Yes, it's true... WE ARE PREGNANT!! I couldn't believe it either. I always said I NEVER wanted kids, then Collin came along and I didn't think I could love anything as much as I do him!
I thought I would be terrified to get pregnant again to tell you the truth, but I am excited! Why be terrified when it's such a happy thing!? I DEFINITELY am done with two though.. That is why I am PRAYING, HOPING and WISHING for a GIRL!
This pregnancy is so different already. I am only about 5 weeks-ish, but already I am bloated, having food cravings, feeling tight in my abdomen. I FELT pregnant even before I verified through the test. I was having dreams and thoughts all the time. WEIRD.
This pregnancy started out a little different than Collin's since his was more planned.. .sorta. We lost the baby before Collin at 13 weeks along, so we were trying to have another. So I was being fit, eating right, not drinking soda, etc.
This time, I have had a couple drinks, haven't been eating well... I feel HORRIBLE! I guess it isn't normal for women to find out they are prego this early on, so they are bound to make 'mistakes', so I can't dwell on them. I just have to make up for them now and be healthy and happy!
We are super excited! I am already looking online all the time for Eco-Friendly baby stuff. I can't keep my eyes of girl stuff!!! I am hoping that since this time around seems so different that means its a girl! That would be great to have one of each. But my friend, Amy, is a perfect example of not knowing.. she has THREE boys! Oh man... I don't know how well I will be able to handle two boys, but oh well! It's 50/50 so we will just keep our fingers crossed and be happy to have a fat, healthy baby... either way!! Especially if we are so lucky as to have a baby as sweet, handsome, healthy and smart as our little Collin!